Complicated Preteenhood
I was supposed to go home. But, because I really want my vacation to be unforgettable, I chose to stay here instead. Manila, if you're confused. Like I said, the capital of the country I live in. The Philippines.
There are so many things that I want to happen. And, all those things, it won't happen all at the same time. Just like I wanted to. I want to stay fit, hit on ginger all the time, be hygienic, sleep early, explore, buy new things and have voice lessons.
I can't manage all of that all at the same place.. yes I'm weird I know. My mind was like, I want that, but I want that also. But still, I chose to stay here. I miss Manila. When I was in my hometown, I feel stuck. I know, I said that before.
But, I want to spend time with my family at Dad's side. The days and months that I've missed spending time with them.
That's a bit personal...
I had fun yesterday. We got to watch a movie called the Amazing Spider-Man 2. Andrew Garfield is Peter Parker and Emma Stone is Gwen Stacy. The movie is fantastic. Expect the unexpected.. that's all I'm gonna say about the movie.
I don't actually like movies. But if it's something that's making me associate to it, I get to like it. Like preteen movies, and all those brouhaha. I set out to relate to preteen movies 'cause I'm a preteen myself. All those school dramas, pressures, bullies and friendship problems.
You feel like you don't want to talk about it 'cause people will think you're being a drama queen. Most people. And you accidentally make things complicated. Even if you don't want to. Preteenhood is so complicated.
There are so many things that I want to happen. And, all those things, it won't happen all at the same time. Just like I wanted to. I want to stay fit, hit on ginger all the time, be hygienic, sleep early, explore, buy new things and have voice lessons.
I can't manage all of that all at the same place.. yes I'm weird I know. My mind was like, I want that, but I want that also. But still, I chose to stay here. I miss Manila. When I was in my hometown, I feel stuck. I know, I said that before.
But, I want to spend time with my family at Dad's side. The days and months that I've missed spending time with them.
That's a bit personal...
I had fun yesterday. We got to watch a movie called the Amazing Spider-Man 2. Andrew Garfield is Peter Parker and Emma Stone is Gwen Stacy. The movie is fantastic. Expect the unexpected.. that's all I'm gonna say about the movie.
I don't actually like movies. But if it's something that's making me associate to it, I get to like it. Like preteen movies, and all those brouhaha. I set out to relate to preteen movies 'cause I'm a preteen myself. All those school dramas, pressures, bullies and friendship problems.
You feel like you don't want to talk about it 'cause people will think you're being a drama queen. Most people. And you accidentally make things complicated. Even if you don't want to. Preteenhood is so complicated.
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