Lifeless

I wake up every morning always feeling depressed and I don't know why. I don't want to do anything but I eat a lot. I play games on the tablet and I ended up not doing my daily routine. And add the fact that my family don't even go out much. I feel unhappy. I feel left out. I feel lifeless. Maybe that seems a bit exaggerated, but that's how it seems to me. Other students are already starting their school year while I'm not. And I'm counting the days. I just can't wait for school. I wanted school to already start. I'm pretty weird for a preteen am I? I even saw a post that is like this:

SHORT HORROR STORY:

Be horrified! School is already going to start on Monday.

I'm just speechless. The main thing is, I just don't want to be a lazy bummer sitting on the couch watching TV all day long. I want to go out. I want to explore new places. I want to eat an exotic food. Or very yet, I want to go to France. I know, I'm being delusional. All the things that I'm able to do are just limited. And it's so hot in our house. Brownout is already a nightmare. And my uncle who is still a student, annoys me all the time. I'm not even eager to make a comeback to his disses.

AAAAAA~ I just feel so lifeless.