New School Anxiety

We've decided that I'm going to transfer to a new school. I can't help but feel anxious about the new year. New environment, new people. Fitting in, having the initiative to socialise, or else you'll be a loner. You don't want to be labelled a weird girl by people. Like a preteen or teenage girl, you want to be gorgeous, sensible, fashionable, talented in almost all slots, not awkward and just being likable. It's my first time to transfer to a new school, because I've been studying in the same school almost all my life. Okay, notice all the hyperbole. But, it's the truth in my perspective. Mostly, I'm anxious about having a good friend and just having a good school year. Truthfully, I just want to be myself, like locking self in a library all alone and search archives all day. Or lock myself in my own bedroom lying on the bed listening to music and surfing the Internet about new music videos and books. Or explore the city by walking and looking at the skyscrapers. The things that make me calm and happy.

(I'm sorry for the long inactivity and short posts.)